stress?...does anyone has it less?

...ouch my feet hurt...for a sitting job I've been walking alot today...well around the office primarily to and fro the library, picking stuff...mostly materials not my nose:)....
I think I get stressed really easily but! ( having a de.javu..because I've talked about this already in this blog some time ago)...I slow down because of stress and tend to drag the process out longer instead of finishing it up 1, 2..well unless the deadline is like 15 min away and I don't have a choice.
We have a meeting tomorrow morning at 10.00a.m. I need a bit of sleep before that..Last night i had such a good sleep..after drinking half a bottle of wine with Lyzzy girl and her "lego" friend...i slept so tight i missed my alarm clock this morning and slept soundly a whole hour passed the wake-up time....still miraculously made it to work somewhat on time:)...drove....$11.chi-ching... life right?
...was supposed to close on the new place today, but it was postponed till tomorrow...so once the meeting is over hopefully noon, i'll take a straight shot for a final walk-through of the space and then will sign my life away for a second time...really actually it isn't so bad at all..meaning signing the life away...it's not like they can do a lot about it or i can do a lot about it....everything is some sort of process and if you want to live you have to collaborate with the process and agree to certain things...like paying mortgage on time....
...on an amazing note...my friendster "allo garaz":):):) got married today with my favorite drummer....BIG CONGRATS TO THEM....hopefully I'll see them tonight and will be able to salute them with a shot of something....strong and alcoholic...I remember when I did it....we had pizza for dinner....it was late 10.10p.m....both my lucky numbers but it hasn't turned out so well in the end....for the marriage....but what can you do but to live on and try to make the best out of whats left and what will come. and i think good things are to come. i think future is just another form of the "grass is greener on the other side". the past when i look back seems so idilic and nice yet when given a choice i think i wouldn't want to live any of the moments from the past for a second time...why is that? if it was so nice? it's cause we know the past and no matter how great - we're familiar with it...but future is a mistery...filled with big rum & raisin ice-cream cones waiting for me to indulge:)...i'm allowed to dream am i not?:)..well but the fact is that the hope is there that the future will be better then the past and that's why it is worth looking forward.
...i think i need to leave work now..i'm about fully spent for one day...i can take only so many 11 hour days in a row....i can't imagine what will happen if i ever have children...how do people combine work and family is a big mistery to me yet...

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outro.