sooooo t-i-r-e-d

exhausted is the word...fingers slowly and softly hitting the black key's on the keyboared, the only things still able to function on my body withouth complaining. It isn't my fault, there is just too much work. Like good old school days - the situation smells the same, however I got here not by my fault but by default. This time in real world there is no time to breeth and ponder. Time runs by too quickly with other projects to have had a chance to figure out the best corse of action how to approach the CID package for the hospital project and boom, it was due 2 days ago. I'm given a help today but I have so many questions in my own head I have very limited desire to explain things to anyone else, I wish I could do it all by myself, but there is not time and I don't have a twin. I want to do a good job but it is rather hard with 3 supervisors giving tasks at same tame. I'm not complaining, this is however the best job I've had so far, challenge wise, responsibility wise and co-worker wise, so I'm happy it's just that sometimes like tonight I don't understand how people with families do this kind of job, how do they ever have time for their kids or anyone else. Like the guy in Panama city, he's wife is giving birth tomorrow yet till the last minute today he was mediating between us and the client and I'm sure he'll not be able to get a good-nite sleep tonight anyhow. It is al so hectic sometimes, wish I was sleeping on my pillow already.